Just today

Well everyone i am officially new at this blog. I am still trying to figure everything out. So if you don't understand why i do or do not do something now you know why. Haha. Today i am just tired like always. I have been getting dizzy so much lately, but i will live haha. I am super excited to get our own place. I am being a little impatient. We live with my mom right now and anyone who has ever met her knows that when i around her she just plays the guilt trip on everything i do that she doesn't like. I am always depressed and stressed out when i am around her. I love her so much, but i need to get away. I cant rush anything though i need to just take it slow so we get everything right. In the past i have messed up by just rushing everything. I guess it is like the saying "Anything worth having doesn't come easy." lol i think that is how it goes. I love my husband so much and i love my family. Today i have to go to the vet and see a contractor about a house we might BUY lol yes buy so i guess i better get off. I love you all and thank you for being there for me.