Okay now....

I overreacted im sorry everyone. Franco left me some comments and told me how he felt, but i still wish he would talk to me more. How was i suppose to know he had a long and bad day at work unless we talk. I ask him but he just says ok. I just need to get use to this marriage thing a little more i guess. They always say the first 2 years are the worst. We have only been married for 6 months. I love him and i have family all around me. Even though most of them get into my business i have them and they have me. I am usually good about stopping to think about what i have and it calms me down,but if i dont i get like i was when i wrote the blog(s) before. So i guess im just trying to say I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so soooooorrrrrryyyyyy!!!!!!! I was a jerk and i need to be punished. Franco is more than i could ever imagine having as a husband i he treats me better than most of my family! I love him more than anything and would be entirely lost without him. I love you all and ttyl!