Hmmmmmm

So today i worked lol. I work alot, but it will be worth it when the check comes hehe. I am also losing weight cause i only eat like once a day,but i ate two today hehe. I just work and i dont eat and i dont want to eat after so yeah. I am still having issues. I love having my girl time,but everyone in my house thinks i shouldnt go out with my friends. We dont do anything bad just every now and then we go to the mall and drive and listen to music but we make it a priority to go to Casa Brava once a week(which is always when Franco is working) We just eat and spend like 5 bucks nothing big. I dont know my mom like freaked at me and I was like when i got married i didnt realize that i could hang out with my girlfriends. It isnt like we go to parties or anything or guys are with us. It isnt my fault that he doesnt call Brian or something or go to the gym like he always complains that he wants to do. I dont know i just feel like im not doing anything wrong. I feel like i am happier than i have been in a long time. My girlfriends and I are so close and I just dont know anymore. I feel bad,but then again i feel like i need to make myself happy. I will never do anything i want for myself unless i am happy(school,lose weight,etc.) I dont know but anyways. I love you all and miss ya!