Life

Lately i have been so depressed and just regreting so much and saying why cant i have this or that in my life. Then today i was on the computer on myspace going through my pics and realizing that not everything is horrible. I looked at old pics and i said i was happy then but i kept looking at more pics from now and i kept smiling and laughing. Then i realized i am happy. I have the best husband in the world, a big family willing to do anything in the world to make me happy, we might not have two cars or even one that is good but we have a car that gets us there for now and some people dont have that. I have two wonderful puppies that i adore. We are getting a house that some people could only pray for. I guess where i am getting at is no matter what nothing is "picture perfect" everything has flaws. Just take what you have earn the rest and enjoy life. I have been wasting time sitting around thinking of how depressed i was and not even thinking of what i had or how i was acting effected them. I just want a good life for my family now and future family, but i have to work for it. I love all of you so much and i want to thank you for being in my life because if it wasn't for all you good unselfish and even the bad in my life i wouldn't be where i am today. I am married loyal fun i have a huge family and the best friends anyone could ask for. Of course i am forgetting to thank someone very important to me.....The man above us all,God i thank you for all you have blessed me with and all the love you have shown me i thank you so much ..... Well everyone i hope you all are having a great day kisses and hugs.