Update

Well Troy Holmes is now out of his coma. He is still on feeding tubes and a breathing machine. He is still in the ICU of course. I just can't believe this. I cant believe that kids i went to school with could do this. Anyone you know could do this. Chris Sparks was always a nut case always parting and doing drugs but then there was Robert. He might have done some drugs(pot),b in Waldport everyone does or has done....almost(in high school). He was so nice he would always smile and say hey and never had a violent streak,but how could he do this. I guess he was the one that held Troy down while Cody and Chris beat him with a hammer,raped him (with their areas and the hammer),and burned him. They just set him on fire while he was unconscious and every time he went out they just lit him up again! It is a horrible thing a very very horrible thing. I hope they rot in jail for the rest of their life! I dont know what is wrong with the itsy bitsy town of Waldport(not everyone is included in what i am saying) people are crazy. I mean i love Waldport,but four-five years ago there was the man that killed his whole family and dumped him in the slew by the high school and now this. I am just blown away. I knwo everywhere has its bad and things like this happen,but in WALDPORT it is so tiny and i just dont know why anyone would have the reason to do that.

Anyways i talked tot he apt people yesterday and they said our apt was painted and they needed to clean the carpets still and it would be done Thurs. I am very excited!!!!!

Work is good tiring half the time but good.

I lost five pounds in the week i have worked at the pharmacy. I have only been eating like one-1 1/2 meals a day,but yeah hehe.

I have been very nauseous lately for like three weeks and its getting worse. I am very dizzy and feel like im going to passout also. I asked the pharmacist and she asked me if I was prego and i told her that i haven't had my monthly since dec 27th,but i have taken two test and both negative. She said that some people are like that they only show up on blood test and I told her my mom was like that. So i dont know,but i seriously hope that i am not. Especially when Franco and I are having issues.

Anwyas love you all!!!