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So life is good............i went back to the doctor on thurs and they said NO CANCER!! I just have to go back every six months. So thats a relief but my regular doctor called me Fri and said i have bacteria in my stomach where it is ripping inside from the acid. So now i take 20 pills a day(not diff pill but 20 a day). So i will be glad when that is gone. I am feeling alot better and Franco and I are doing sooooooo much better. We plan on buying a house or rent-to-own in September. Some places down here dont make you have a down payment so thats awesome. We plan on moving away in a few years or whenever we feel its good for us,but we can sell or rent it out. We have a dream of owning rental properties including apts so this would be a first step towards our dream. Anyways i lvoe you all and thanks for praying!

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So I went to the doctor to see what he had to say about everything and he said that i had High risk HPV(already told me that). Then he explained the reason i was there was to see if i had abnormal cells and if i did they needed to take the biopsy. They explained that they put this liquid on my cervix and the use a microscope to see if my cervix changes if it did then they need to send a biopsy in to see if i have cancer or what is wrong. Well when they put it on my cervix the doc told the nurse practitioner "Wow you see they are already changing lets get the microscope to get a good look." So i was like great they didnt even need the microscope to see the abnormal cells. So they took two biopsy's and scraped my canal and i go in on thurs to get the results. So i am really scared cause they say that High risk HPV leads to cervical cancer.............i mean its serious and im trying not to stress out and scare myself but its nothing to take lightly. Out of 10000 people with cervical cancer 4000 die. So i know that this is serious and i need to keep that in mind.....i just hopw that i dont have it at 19 years old. Well anyways just thought id let ya know whats going on.

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Well i went to the E.R and they sent me to a women doctor about 2 weeks ago. Well the doc called today and informed me the that I have high risk HPV and i have to go in on the 17th and get a biopsy.....they said something about producing too many cells which is what is wrong with my stomach.....WHY am I producing too many there has to be a reason and why is it spreading! I did some research and High risk HPV is serious and could lead to cervical cancer if they dont or didnt catrch it in time so im really worried but they might have to do laser surgery on my cervix im so scared.............