Life

so yeah i turned down that job in oregon it was only two days a week. Today i went and bought franco his b-day present. We also are talking about not moving out right now. We really just need to pay some bills and stuff first. Well i love you all and i hope you guys are keeping up with me like i am you.

new

Well today i was at work and i was having such a bad day. The boss made me cry,but she is our family friend and i knew it was going to be tough. She is just that kind of person. While i was entering stuff in the system i got a call. It was from one of my supervisors in Oregon when i took care of the man that was paralyzed. She is working with this lady in depoe bay and offered me a job for 12 dollars and hour to start off. A month ago i would be so excited but im not sure right now. Franco and I just really need to think. When we wanted to before the only thing keeping us here was the money. Rent is so much cheaper here but your wages are cheaper also. It is a huge decision though. We cant think and think because she needs someone. I don't want to say no and then regret it, but i don't want to say yes and regret that you know. well if you hae any advice feel free to let me know.

Again with the house

Well we had the furnace checked out and a second opinion on the foundation today. It wasn't good. We determined it wasn't for us and told them we weren't interested in buying. I am pretty bummed but at the same time i feel alright we have a couple more options that are just renting. One is a big two bedroom older house with a gas heater,but everything else electric for 300 a month. We have already look at the inside and we are going again tomorrow.The other one is a three bedroom central heat and air for 450 a month,but we haven't got the chance to look at it yet. They both have good sized yards for lucky. The two bedroom is good but we have to get a refrigerator but the other one has one that comes with it. I hope we get a place very soon. We really need one. Well just updating you on that. Love you all!

Haven't posted in four days hehe

Well just letting you all know that everything is pretty much the same. I got my hair cut lol and im going to highlight it this week. I have enjoyed my weekend off. Friday my mom let me go home from work since i was just training and not getting paid so i could spend my day with Franco on his day off. We went out to eat and then to the city. We went to this awesome pet shop and we got a new bed for my little princess and got some organic dog treats for them. We also went to wal-mart and got some stuff we needed. My mom has been stressing out about every little thing. If there is a spot on the table(from anything including water) she will act like her life is going to end. She will stop and just start yelling about how she is tired of this and that. Everyone is feeling like they are walking on eggshells. I cant wait till we get our own place. While we are on that subject. Everything with that is still the same we are going to get it but before we sign the contract we are getting someone over this week to check the furnace and the electrical wiring. Either way i cant wait till we move out. We miss Oregon so much but in another way we love to live here since in Oregon it takes 1000-1500 just to move in and here it is like 500 hehe. Life is good though. I love my husband so much. He works so hard and does anything to make me happy. I will be better when we get our own house. I want to run things my way and i guess just have our own space. I was telling everyone last night that our puppies are so lucky. See here there aren't too many one bedroom places. So when we move out the extra bedroom is going to be used just for our dogs. and lucky he will be so huge that when it gets above freezing on a regular basis he will be outside. So my little min pin will have her own room unless we have a guest. But it is all okie dokie hehe. I miss you all dearly and i could go on and on today about stuff but im just gonna save you from that lol i love you and miss you bye.

BAHHH

Lol I am so bummed about that house!!! I am having such a bad day! I just wish we would have stayed in Oregon. I miss it so entirely much. I shall return beautiful Oregon coast one i shall return.

Totally bummed

So today we were going back and forth about signing the contract on this house because we got the contractor to actually figure the numbers on how much to fix it before we could move on in and it was 1250 dollars plus the actual money to get into the house!!! Now remember that is just to make it some-what livable!!!! Its not all of what NEEDS to be done. We were so upset but decided to just do it because the guy(whom we were told by everyone is not good to do business with) kept changing the amount to get into the house. Not only that he kept changing the time it was all due. We thought we had it all figured out and then today he said no i need money by Tuesday!!! TUESDAY!!! I just now started my job and Franco gets paid tomorrow, but his pay check is low this time and we have more bills than money. So we were like we don't even know what to expect next time we talk to this owner. Who know maybe he will say,"Give me the money today or you don't get the house!" So we were like you know 1250 dollars is enough to get a car or go with or income taxes to pay of credit cards or a nice car also. Well yeah so I'm totally bummed. We just said no and know we are probably gonna just rent for a little while. It will all work out though. I know it is for the best because today when we were going back and forth i prayed and i asked god to give me sign if it wasn't the right thing to do for us right now. That he did. I thank him for that because not only was buying a house a huge step to add all the repairs on who knows what kind of trouble we could have got into. Well i love you all it is just another milestone to cross before really starting our life as a married couple.

Life

Lately i have been so depressed and just regreting so much and saying why cant i have this or that in my life. Then today i was on the computer on myspace going through my pics and realizing that not everything is horrible. I looked at old pics and i said i was happy then but i kept looking at more pics from now and i kept smiling and laughing. Then i realized i am happy. I have the best husband in the world, a big family willing to do anything in the world to make me happy, we might not have two cars or even one that is good but we have a car that gets us there for now and some people dont have that. I have two wonderful puppies that i adore. We are getting a house that some people could only pray for. I guess where i am getting at is no matter what nothing is "picture perfect" everything has flaws. Just take what you have earn the rest and enjoy life. I have been wasting time sitting around thinking of how depressed i was and not even thinking of what i had or how i was acting effected them. I just want a good life for my family now and future family, but i have to work for it. I love all of you so much and i want to thank you for being in my life because if it wasn't for all you good unselfish and even the bad in my life i wouldn't be where i am today. I am married loyal fun i have a huge family and the best friends anyone could ask for. Of course i am forgetting to thank someone very important to me.....The man above us all,God i thank you for all you have blessed me with and all the love you have shown me i thank you so much ..... Well everyone i hope you all are having a great day kisses and hugs.

Just today

Well everyone i am officially new at this blog. I am still trying to figure everything out. So if you don't understand why i do or do not do something now you know why. Haha. Today i am just tired like always. I have been getting dizzy so much lately, but i will live haha. I am super excited to get our own place. I am being a little impatient. We live with my mom right now and anyone who has ever met her knows that when i around her she just plays the guilt trip on everything i do that she doesn't like. I am always depressed and stressed out when i am around her. I love her so much, but i need to get away. I cant rush anything though i need to just take it slow so we get everything right. In the past i have messed up by just rushing everything. I guess it is like the saying "Anything worth having doesn't come easy." lol i think that is how it goes. I love my husband so much and i love my family. Today i have to go to the vet and see a contractor about a house we might BUY lol yes buy so i guess i better get off. I love you all and thank you for being there for me.

My first

Well this is my first blog. My name is Cara Fardales and my husband/high school sweetheart is Franco Fardales. We graduated high school in 2006 and were married August 18,2007. We just moved to Arkansas from Oregon in Sep of 07. We are finishing college at Arkansas State University. Franco is majoring in Computer Science and i will be majoring to be a Dental Hygienist and a minor in Spanish. We want to travel all over the world,but our main dream is to have a family and we want to be able to give them everything they deserve.