Hmmmmmmm..........................

So lately everything is pretty much the same............except work! They are crazy mean sometimes,but its a paycheck. I went to a natural doctor here in town and now im afraid that not only do i have a hormone problem i also have a thyroid problem so im going tomorrow to the natural store to get all kinds of stuff to help with that. That is also why my weight is a problem lately. We love having our own place but HATE the apts we live in. They just copme in without letting us know or telling us and we are not there so its messy and evernything!!!AHHHHHH! In july we are getting a house though so that will be nice hehehe. We are looking at a new car this weekend. I know i dont want a payment,but we only have one car and it isn't good it is about to break any day now if we keep using it like we have to to go to work and just life you know. Well i love you all but i better go!

Here is the deal.....

So i went to the E.R today. I haven't had my period since dec 27 and i have been extremely nauseated and i have been vomiting,dizzy,weak and so much more!!!! I went there today cause i was vomiting so much and pain SEVERE pain shooting through my stomach and back. They did blood test and a ultrasound. Nothing....i am no pregnant and nothing else came up. I have all the symptoms of being pregnant and i was hoping i was because i was afraid and still am that my cells in my stomach are messing up more than they did before and my stomach could be tearing and everything inside. But they are telling me to go to a specialist and i cant believe i spent all that money for nothing. The doctor hardly talked to me i feel so angry and disgusted with a doctor who doesnt care enough to listen to every detail. I mean one little detail could mean the world to the diagnosis and this i know from before! Anyways we are also upset cause our apt is awesome,but they keep coming inside without telling us before hand! One day they came in with us gone to fix the bedroom door. I dont work till 3 and i asked them to do it 2 days before cause i was off and they just seemed like they waited till we were gone. Then two days after that we came home and found a business card papers saying welcome and candy. I mean couldn't those wait. They werent major things so im just upset i still fee like we dont have any privacy and we pay the rent! But we are thinking about getting a new car soon we need a dependable one. Work is good except i have called in sick 2 times. Well today was the 2nd and i have a note from the er,but still i hate it. There is no way to do that job while you have to throw up it is so busy,you never sit down, always running and bending, yelling and talking, no breaks and so much more! Well i guess thats enough drama for one blog love you all!

Havent posted in a few

Well everything is pretty much the same. Nothing really new. We love our apt and i will get pics asap. We dont have internet or cable so it is pretty boring but we get cable tomorrow. It is so quite there adn i just love the lake and taking princess for walks. Princess even though she is a very very small dog is getting use to it. She use to have a 2000 sqf house with a back yard and now she has a 538sqf apt and always has to be on a leash when she is outside so she doesnt like it that much but im trying to let her go to the town park and everything. Moving is expensive,groceries are expensive......everything is expensive lol. I still have my cold and still am sick to my stomach and still 2 1/2 months late(3 months on the 27)! I hope we figure out something soon. Anyways i have to go to work i love you all.

ahhhhh

So i think i am pregnant!!!!!!!!!! I really do,but i have had scares before. This is different though. Anyways i dont know what we will do.....but we will love it more than anything in the world and still go to school i will make sure of that. We got our apt today we move in tomorrow. I am super excited. It is super super small thought but really nice and cute and very modern. I love all the things that goes with it though. I love you all and i will get pics of my place soon!!!!

Update

Well Troy Holmes is now out of his coma. He is still on feeding tubes and a breathing machine. He is still in the ICU of course. I just can't believe this. I cant believe that kids i went to school with could do this. Anyone you know could do this. Chris Sparks was always a nut case always parting and doing drugs but then there was Robert. He might have done some drugs(pot),b in Waldport everyone does or has done....almost(in high school). He was so nice he would always smile and say hey and never had a violent streak,but how could he do this. I guess he was the one that held Troy down while Cody and Chris beat him with a hammer,raped him (with their areas and the hammer),and burned him. They just set him on fire while he was unconscious and every time he went out they just lit him up again! It is a horrible thing a very very horrible thing. I hope they rot in jail for the rest of their life! I dont know what is wrong with the itsy bitsy town of Waldport(not everyone is included in what i am saying) people are crazy. I mean i love Waldport,but four-five years ago there was the man that killed his whole family and dumped him in the slew by the high school and now this. I am just blown away. I knwo everywhere has its bad and things like this happen,but in WALDPORT it is so tiny and i just dont know why anyone would have the reason to do that.

Anyways i talked tot he apt people yesterday and they said our apt was painted and they needed to clean the carpets still and it would be done Thurs. I am very excited!!!!!

Work is good tiring half the time but good.

I lost five pounds in the week i have worked at the pharmacy. I have only been eating like one-1 1/2 meals a day,but yeah hehe.

I have been very nauseous lately for like three weeks and its getting worse. I am very dizzy and feel like im going to passout also. I asked the pharmacist and she asked me if I was prego and i told her that i haven't had my monthly since dec 27th,but i have taken two test and both negative. She said that some people are like that they only show up on blood test and I told her my mom was like that. So i dont know,but i seriously hope that i am not. Especially when Franco and I are having issues.

Anwyas love you all!!!

Troy your in my deepest prayers!

So in Waldport,Or there is this kid named Troy and he was beaten,burned,and secually assaulted! Here is the info:

WALDPORT, Ore. - The Lincoln County Sheriff's Office is investigating a brutal assault that took place over the weekend.

Deputies were called to Southwest Pacific Highway around 11:30 p.m. Saturday and found a 17-year-old male beaten and unconscious. He was taken to Good Samaritan Hospital in Newport.

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Police arrested 18-year-old Christopher Sparks, 19-year-old Cody Rector and 20-year-old Robert Bernal. All face charges of assault, sodomy, sexual penetration, harassment and reckless endangering.

The suspects are being held on $262,500 bail and will be arraigned Monday afternoon in Lincoln County court.

More information to come. Check back with KOIN.com for updates.

3/3/2008


E/147 RECTOR, CODY CHRISTOPHER SID: 17103495 LODGED
Lodged: 03/02/2008 04:03
Arrest: LINCOLN CO Type: PROBABL Docket: Hold Auth: LINCOLN
Charge Bail Status Next Court Release
1 ASSA II 50000 ARR
2 SODO I 100000 ARR
3 SEX PEN I 100000 ARR
4 HARASS 5000 ARR
5 RECK ENDA 7500 ARR


G-H/G-121 SPARKS, CHRISTOPHER WILLIAM SID: 16395596 LODGED
Lodged: 03/02/2008 04:23
Arrest: LINCOLN CO Type: PROBABL Docket: Hold Auth: LINCOLN
Charge Bail Status Next Court Release
1 ASSA II 50000 ARR
2 SEX PEN I 100000 ARR
3 SODO I 100000 ARR
4 RECK ENDA 7500 ARR
5 HARASS 5000 ARR

G-H/H-98 BERNAL, ROBERT ABENICIO SID: 15644307 LODGED
Lodged: 03/02/2008 04:23
Arrest: LINCOLN CO Type: PROBABL Docket: Hold Auth: LINCOLN
Charge Bail Status Next Court Release
1 ASSA II 50000 ARR
2 SEX PEN I 100000 ARR
3 SODO I 100000 ARR
4 RECK ENDA 7500 ARR
5 HARASS 5000 ARR

So everyone lets all pray that he is ok.
He is burnt(skin is all black) and he is blind and not to mention horrified. He needs us and God.

Hmmmmmm

So today i worked lol. I work alot, but it will be worth it when the check comes hehe. I am also losing weight cause i only eat like once a day,but i ate two today hehe. I just work and i dont eat and i dont want to eat after so yeah. I am still having issues. I love having my girl time,but everyone in my house thinks i shouldnt go out with my friends. We dont do anything bad just every now and then we go to the mall and drive and listen to music but we make it a priority to go to Casa Brava once a week(which is always when Franco is working) We just eat and spend like 5 bucks nothing big. I dont know my mom like freaked at me and I was like when i got married i didnt realize that i could hang out with my girlfriends. It isnt like we go to parties or anything or guys are with us. It isnt my fault that he doesnt call Brian or something or go to the gym like he always complains that he wants to do. I dont know i just feel like im not doing anything wrong. I feel like i am happier than i have been in a long time. My girlfriends and I are so close and I just dont know anymore. I feel bad,but then again i feel like i need to make myself happy. I will never do anything i want for myself unless i am happy(school,lose weight,etc.) I dont know but anyways. I love you all and miss ya!