Cara Cude

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

O goodness what is new??!!!??!!

Ok so where do i start..........well first off my family is doing great.........I have a new job, I work at a customer service call center for AT&T wireless service.......making decent money for once........i still plan on starting college this summer but im going to start it online(Penn Foster online college) it will take me about 6months to a year to finish my medical coding and billing certificate......after I finish that i plan on going to some spanish classes..........its cheap fast and a good career.........I got a apartment with one of my friends we live in a two bedroom apt and love it! I sold my car to pay for bills before i got this great job i got low on money because Jcpenney was not giving me any hours...............I am about to get a new one within the next month...........Franco n I are still tryn to finish the divorce but about two months ago Franco called me to say he needed to talk to me i guess this whole time we thought him and my stepsister were together n they said no way well he finally told me they were together and she is pregnant with his baby so that didnt help my trust issues lol...........but that has been a couple months I got over it pretty quick actually i mean it still hurts just because of the betrayal but i learned that those kind of things would just tear me up inside if I were to keep them inside and hold onto them adn I would never move on..........I am glad i did let go of that because I met this amazing guy!!!!!!!! He is the total opposite of the guys I dat and it is actually the first time since Franco that i have honestly and truly trusted with 100% of my being.........He is great... i mean he takes me out, we talk and talk for hours, he gives me chills everytime he touches my hand or gives me a kiss.................He actually cares about me and for once it feels great to have someone in my life usually my bf's stress me out and he just makes me so happy.....We are taking things slow and for once I am ok with that i mean i am so use to moving fast i dont take the time to realize what i am doing..........Anyways i really hope u all are ok I promise i will try to get on here more sorry LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!